while working today i suddenly realised that i've changed since secondary school.. i'm not as happy a person as i was from secondary school.. i was thinking of reasons why, but i couldn't really find any answers for myself haha :) but since this thought hit me, i'll start searching..
- maybe it's the environment, the people i meet.. to be frank, the only people i feel at ease with are the trackers (the main people d'oh haha :)).. other then that i always feel that there's just too much shit going on in school that is not good enough to make me happy.. people in MI are such 'gossippers'.. HAHAHA! not that it's a bad thing, just a scary thing.. friends that are supposingly close are actually not that close.. (well except for that 'few')
- perhaps the thought of exams and A levels around the corner.. work work work.. stupid.. how more should i elaborate..
- last thought, maybe i shouldn't compare.. secondary school was in the past.. i should just face the present and embrace the future.. hmmm... :D
tomorrow will be a new day and jay will be bringing daniel out.. which means i'm gonna have some time to do some study.. which is good i suppose.. there's gonna be math test tomorrow! i'm dead, have not even started revising.. ;) BUT THERE'S LOST!! hahahahahah!