i'm feeling irritated.. i'm daniel's host damn it.. why do people keep sayin that i'm abusing him.. like today during break, we were planning to go out for food during the 2nd break he wasn't hungry at that point anyway but my classmates kept insisting that i get him food durin that break.. but he doesn't want to eat! OMG.. i just got so pissed at one point today, thank god i didn't burst.. he's here for an immersion programme.. i'll bring him out as much as possible but not everyday! we still have exams damn it! arh! when some people see him not with me, they'll go: 'hey where's your German friend? why did you leave him alone?' blah blah.. for god's sake, his safety is my responsibility so obviously i know he's safe or i wouldn't have left him alone.. arh!

i know people are concern and just want to help take care of him.. but seriously, he's here to experience a students life.. not come here and shop around everyday.. unless you've been to an exchange programme, you'll never know this: everything is interesting to a foreign student! so to him, everything is new and interesting.. don't go overboard and 'attack' me with unconstructive comments unless you can prove yourself to be a better host.. fuck it.. this post is not targetted at anyone because today more then one person has 'attacked' me so ya thus the 'piss-ness'.. no hurt feelings :) i did told kim and huimin after sch that i was feelin pissed, just couldn't bear it anymore..

now i've poured out all my anger, it's time to move on :D